Q:I think you are really cute.
Anonymous
Thank you, but I will have to respectfully disagree due to a lack of sufficient hard evidence.
I need a place to vent…
I got 93% on my Trigonometry test today… woo!
The weekend was pretty nice too. I got to spend time with Chance, and then, me and some friends rented a hotel room and goofed around to avoid the super bowl. Also, we had banana flavored vodka that tasted just like bananas! Except it wasn’t actually made from bananas, so I didn’t have to worry about an allergic reaction!
Ok, so the weekend was pretty awesome. But I still feel like I’m waiting for some kind of “End of Days” thing to swoop in and carry me off into the void.
I have 11 more days till Spring Awakening callbacks. If I don’t get one, I will cry.
5 more days till Nick gets back from London. That’s a refreshingly smaller span of time, but I doubt he’ll want to talk to me. =/
And I guess it’s a week till Valentine’s day, too. God. I don’t see my therapist again until March… I’m going to be a basket case.
Let’s write a to-do list to help calm us down.
Figure out when and where Stephie and I want to have our senior pictures taken.
Finish cleaning room and organizing clothes and Lego bricks.
Start exercising.
Pay Danielle for Lion hat.
Drop off prescription refill before I run out and turn batshit insane.
Find a job.
Ryan Gosling.
Read The Picture of Dorian Gray.
Prepare song and monologue in case of callback.
Prepare emergency ice cream kit in case of no callback.
Do laundry before it’s too late.
Learn Spanish in secret, so when people are talking about me in Spanish, I know what they’re saying.
Hang out with more people who are 14, 22, 26, 30, and 34…
Stop being such a weirdo who pays such close attention to the Chinese zodiac.
I’m going to be taking an indefinite leave of absence from tumblr.
I need to get my life in order before I start devoting time to a website. I fucked up really badly, and now the only person on the goddamn planet who actually wanted to be with me is headed to London, and won’t be back till next week. Oh, did I mention, he hates me now? And I’m going to fail this trig class because I just don’t fucking get it, and it’s the only credit I need to graduate, and I can’t find a job, and I know I’m not going to get a callback for spring awakening, and I cut myself for the first time in a long time, last night… I definitely need to take a break, and focus on pulling my shit together.
I thought something was too good to be true.
I was so skeptical, I didn’t even take it seriously. And now, I’ve done everything to make it untrue.
And apparently, my queue has been mysteriously emptied.
I hate everything
I'm a high school senior whose interests include theatre, performing, music, English, linguistics, and literature. Not very career oriented interests, but I refuse to settle for a life I'm not happy with. I love to travel, and try new things, and I've found that anything can be interesting if the person introducing you to it is passionate about it. I have several friends for whom I would do anything, and I'm so thankful to have been given the opportunity to develop those relationships. Another thing I've noticed is that even though passion is the trait I admire the most, I'm not very adept when it comes to romance... But I've made it through years of depression and anxiety, and I've been able to finally accept myself, so I'm ok with being a little bit awkward.